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sdmaybe sometimes what we see cheat us all
today i found that
and
i found i cannot forget something somebody
maybe that person can not be close nor real to me at all
but i still feel like doing something
not for anyone
but for myself
maybe i think that person does't worth my missing at all
but i also did it
shit
beutiful face
never a real thing
we can never see the beating heart through the face upon it
in the blood
what we can feel is the shining brain
like it
cause i do not know it
after that
i feel something close to me